Lost journal. Please return if found.

My journal that I kept in not only China, but Korea, India, Thailand, England, Germany, and the first few months back in the states is still missing. I'm so sick of thinking about where it might be. Giving up would seem to be the obvious decision. Looking through the same boxes week after week must be my strange and somewhat obsessive-compulsive idea of fun. My and K's parent's are sick of hearing about the description of it (light tan leather bound (yes, I'm still vegan... lay off... it was a gift) roughly 8 1/2" x 5 1/2" x 3/4" and has the word "Journal" not embossed, but rather stamped on the front, has gold colored page edges, a page keeper thingy, the binding is sewn, if held upside-down and read backwards from the last page toward the first page it is written so that is possible to the midway portion of the book, don't know why, but I just decided to do that one day in good old China, and last but not least: the beginning pages list all of our wedding gifts (mostly green) and the people whom we got it from).